The day before the battle
between my higher self and lower self,
I am always quiet, nervous.
I know I will never be the same again.
My consciousness is doing its best
to be steadfast on its path of remembrance,
of constantly bringing me back to the Infinite,
back to the Love that I Am.
My subconscious is busy loading up
its artillery of old patterns ready to fire
as soon as it sees any weaknesses
in my auric field.
But I’ve been playing this game for a while now.
I know where I want to go.
And I’m staying my course,
No matter what triggers are pointed my way.
It’s true that I won’t be the same.
I no longer desire to be the same.
With each challenge, I watch as old patterns crack and crumble.
And I watch my Authentic Self emerge – victorious.
– Olivia